Not everyone plays nice

One of the reasons I have had a lot of trouble writing as I age is due to the fact that I don't understand people.  I just don't.  Logic doesn't seem to apply when I believe that it should.  How am I supposed to write anything that isn't in the first person if I can only, somewhat, understand myself?  What about all the other characters?  I haven't quite gotten to the point to where I can fake the chaos.  More importantly I seem to have lost a skill that I had, even if for a short time, in high school. Faking it.  Yep. I was a big fat faker when it came to confidence, performing and my opinion of myself.  I could use this skill right now, in so many ways.  However, as I so vividly recall... faking so much came at a very high price. Is it worth even tempting fate with the possibility of going through all of that again?  Up to this point the answer has always been 100% NO FREAKING WAY.  So while I come to terms with my humanity and dealing with other humans enjoy this hilarious meme.